BeardNeck wrote:BURN'D
I don't know what traits I dislike in others, but I can name plenty in myself.
So can I, but I did want to mention them all since, I don't want pity all the time..
I don't know why everyone is pointing out my flaws and bad traits within me. I don't even understand myself, so I fully admit, it must be hard for you guys to get your head round me. But, at the end of the day, it's me who has to face me. Not you. But, I completely get why people rage about me it.
I honestly understand I can't blame anyone else for the things I've said or the things I have done. I'm the one who's chose to be the one I am today, but I never chose to be how I am. I wish there was, but there's no way around it, I how I am. And I'd swap my attraction for every penny I've got. But, the sad tragic truth is my attraction can't be changed. I've been told to "deal" with it. And that's exactly what I've tried to do. I never wanted any of this, it's not what I need. I've made a ton of mistakes and I get that, but everyone deserve forgiveness.
Please don't mention my flaws I beyond fully aware of them. I totally get I'm selfish, horrible, stupid, attention seeker and all that. But, please, just shut the hell up. Try living in my shoes.