I just posted this one a boy-loving forum

Elochai · 2014-07-05 18:57:03

I don't think I can live anymore

I think I've said this before. But, how are you guys so content about how you are? I've never been happy about my attraction. I just can't accept it. Which is pretty pathetic of me not being able to accept something that I can not control. But, there you go..

Oddly the only thing keeping me breathing is my young friends and my son.

I'm so confused. I can't even work my self out. How can I hate part of my self, but love part of it? How can to similar things conflict in me so much, how can one thing drive me to suicide, and how can the other make me want to stay alive? I dislike my attraction, but I love boys, does that even make sense?

I am just so fed up with my life, even though I'm living my dream and probably some boylovers. I just don't know any more. I don't think I can successfully make it to the age of 20 at this rate.. I just can't be happy no matter what I do

Different55 · 2014-07-05 19:40:31

Seek professional help. Preferably someone with experience and success stories.

colon · 2014-08-16 22:51:54

He can't read your advice he's a winner

Different55 · 2014-08-17 00:37:05

TFW he's unbanned an hour after your post

Bimps1002 · 2014-08-17 04:03:20

i honestly hate you and think you have no hope

skullz17 · 2014-08-17 04:28:05

boy-loving forum...

things like that exist?

Elochai · 2014-08-17 04:56:38

Lol, they're pretty much support groups, a lot of them are really legal, and ban you for being sexual and stuff.. They all abide laws with posting images, and they all think you shouldn't do anything.. It's good just having people you can talk to you who understand you..

Fdoou · 2014-09-03 18:51:38

if you die the suffering ends

Different55 · 2014-09-03 19:12:41

That's... one way of looking at it.

Elochai · 2014-09-04 10:56:19

If I die the suffering begins for everyone else.

Bimps1002 · 2014-09-04 14:48:19

i dont think anyone will suffer from your death

N1KF · 2014-09-04 16:01:01

Really, Bimps, really?

Elochai · 2014-09-04 16:09:51

Bimps1002 wrote:

i dont think anyone will suffer from your death

Okay then. I'll slit my throat while both Ash and Lewis are sleeping tonight.

Ratburntro44 · 2014-09-04 20:15:24

Elochai wrote:

Bimps1002 wrote:
i dont think anyone will suffer from your death
Okay then. I'll slit my throat while both Ash and Lewis are sleeping tonight.

Please don't.

Fdoou · 2014-09-06 11:52:42

not our problem ^^

Bimps1002 · 2014-09-06 12:28:31

yeah what fdoou said he can make his own choices he's a big boy

Fdoou · 2014-09-06 12:38:35

excellent choice of words, i do say

IceYoshi · 2014-09-19 08:31:57

Bimps1002 wrote:

yeah what fdoou said he can make his own choices he's a big boy

i feel the same i think the preacher will stuggle a lot when you die to make your life sound more better and important than it was

Different55 · 2014-09-19 08:34:18

Um, what?

IceYoshi · 2014-09-19 08:35:43

i am saying i think bimps life is worthless

Different55 · 2014-09-19 10:27:51

That's not a very nice thing to say.

Elochai · 2014-09-19 10:32:14

Well, he is entitled to be rude towards bimps, since, he did make him cry, and he does insult his boyfriend whenever he has a chance.

Different55 · 2014-09-19 11:59:31

Nobody is entitled to anything but failure here.

Elochai · 2014-09-19 12:06:28

And be rude to bimps

Different55 · 2014-09-19 12:10:32

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