Bobithan wrote:I probably know your situation even more than most other people do. I know you mean no harm, I know that you wish you weren't like this. I mean yeah, you're a creep, but I'm not going to blame you for it. I'm so sorry that I left so suddenly, but really I had to because your situation was making me uncomfortable. That doesn't mean I ever thought badly of you though, and I'm glad to see you still poking around the Internet when I do. Just don't kill yourself alright?
You do.
I am just not happy with the way I treated you in compassion with the way you treated me. I don't know why I had to push my burden on to you and keep forcing it onto you on a daily basis, you never deserved that. I am so sorry for that I left you no choice but to leave me so suddenly like that. It's not your fault that you did that, I was the one who made you feel like that. You don't need to be sorry. Only I do.
I never really meant to make you feel uncomfortable at all, it was never my intention. Maybe I just got to confident in thinking that you could handle all of the stuff and pressure I put on you and things I said to you.
I totally wish I didn't have to be having the conversations, I wish we could still be friends like we used to, like the old days. Though, I know I've completely destroyed all hope of that now.